Anxiety

Questions unanswered, tomorrows unseen,
“What ifs” and wonderings of places I’ve not been.

Should life be so hard?
Should I give up or fight?
Let my Dreams fade away with the death of the night?

Anxieties fuelled by feelings and thoughts.
False fears cast a web of self destruction and in it I’m caught.

Panic takes over, the mind starts to stray.
Just to awake becomes harder each day.

I start to hate life although I try to resist.
I’m no longer living; I’m just here to exist.

Darkness follows me wherever I go,
I can’t face these fears in my head on my own.

Searching for answers as it gets harder to breath.
Could life be lived again if I start to believe?

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The beginning of hope starts to form in my head,
Empowered by faith in myself that once appeared dead.

No more fears of tomorrow or a fate I can’t see,
The darkness has lifted and set my mind free.

Never again standing out of the light,
One life so live it, never give up the fight.

Author:  Ryan Hatton

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